Monday, May 2, 2011

Thoughts on my mind

I've had a lot of thoughts on my mind recently (hence two blog posts in a row). Here's a brief summary.

1. My relationship with God is starting to feel more real. It's definitely not strong, but what we have right now is due to what I want, not what anyone else expects of me. Truly owning my relationship with Him for the first time in my life is worth the struggle.
2. I am incredibly needy. But instead of trying to fix my neediness, I don't acknowledge it, which further exacerbates the problem.
3. I can't coast on my diversity anymore. Being a black, female engineering major doesn't excuse my laziness.
4. I love my family. I didn't realize how blessed I am, having 2 parents that are still married, siblings that I get along with and no kids of my own.
5. If I can't see the good in myself, how can I expect others to see the good in me?
6. My phone is sweet.
7. It's been nearly a year and a half, yet I am in a worse place emotionally and mentally.
8. I can actually dress nice... when I want to. It just takes effort on my part.

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